Manic Monday

So Mom went into the hospital today. Thankfully after two rounds of tests all came back negative. A trip to the doctor for more tests will follow. Wow - wasn't planning that for a Monday. Thoughts of what do my parents have planned. What would life be like? Thankfully today we don't have to think about that but it makes me think about tomorrow and what life will be. What to think about and what to dismiss. 2 days until 30. What if she wasn't there.